October you got us again.  I was getting ready to share the news with the world (SM).  We were starting to get excited.  I was ready to finally put my fear behind and embrace our new adventure.  But we find ourselves in a different position, announcing something no one wants to hear or share, dealing with pregnancy loss.   For some, like us, October is a reminder of pregnancy and infant loss.  This October has been marked as my 4th loss.  This one made it to 11 weeks but we did not know until my 12-week appointment.   I came so close to starting to fill out the early weeks…